AN IDEAL JOB

Couple of days ago I was, again, called for an interview – this time it’s in one of the suite in Wisma Aldiron. I guess all went well, until the interviewer asked about what an Ideal job would be for me. Suddenly I went flying through the roof and gone for a while – I always consider life is concept and I am living to feed the concept and be fed back by it! Ideal is something I held in my mind, honestly I never consider ideal job for an ideal life, or an ideal love within an ideal guy, or an ideal dream in an ideal future.
I kind a live for today and tomorrow – instead of bothering for unclear stories (I, myself, am already unclear). I am trying to understand what’s happening in me! I wanna be able to cope with anything before I mess-up somebody else’s life ;p
Back again to the interview room, back again to her question about ‘an ideal job’. ”Ma’am, as I said before… life is concept, none of them has the same meaning to each and every one of us. Then, you are asking about an ideal job – which is for me quite simple to answer that (since I’ve never really worked before), all I want is being able to gain new experiences and earn money, at the same time :D I think your consideration of an ideal job would be totally different to mine – coz I am, for sure, not gonna say this if I already had ‘any experiences’. If I can ask BIG I’d… you’ve read my lip when you insist on asking about my expected salary – it’s an expected one, given is another thing.
She smiled at me – I need it after coming through all that mess-wheatear & trouble. This is a lot better than my 1st interview (but I get the job from the 1st one… those are NOT ideal but more like an answered-pray ). For all she could catch up on me aside of my being a narcissi, I am actually quite welcome and enthusiast. For all the company in the world should concern, I am gonna be one of the best experiences ever working in their industry.
Well, it’s not that I don’t have any experience – lots to consider on my enemies and friends, hehehehe… ;D but then again, am looking for another meaning of ‘ideal’, the point is more than just ‘ideal’ – that’s what I put up in my next interview at an Exchange Company (again… life’s unpredictable and at the same time small, that the interviewer came out to be my Senior High senior – which I used to had a cling on him – anyway…).
I am trying to figure out how can woman and man meet if ‘the ideal’ in mind is a total lost on the way. Woman wants “welcomed hopes”, while man wants “to be understand – over all”. Don’t you agree, if the only ideal place for them to meet is – perhaps – in Alam Barzah, where it all ends – period.
Gosh, where’s this mystery-writings going?