Picturing Love

I wanna be able to picture love, not only with mega pixel cameras, paints and canvas, drawings, writings, songs, but also in dreaming, breathing, walking, and eating – whatever things that I could use my senses to put it in frame.
Most of the time I fairly fail rather than picturing what life called love, I unfortunately grip it too hard that it slips away – the picture was gone and the frame was broken down to pieces, and I have to do it all over again. Tell me about feeling totally bored and tired – cant I just have enough?
What’s picturing love all about? I came to think perhaps marriage will assume all that – but it doesn’t and I don’t wanna make it worse no matter how much I want to put happiness on someone’s face (someone whom I give all my efforts). A saying came to me from somebody today, that a relationship is actually based on giving spaces and peace. Well, is that it? Wooww… fortunately it’s hard enough that I was almost forced to death – jumbling from a mountain climbing.
Picturing love is totally muzukashi desu ne. Hehehe… it’s been like forever (a lingering song Forever by Takashi Sorimachi, soundtrack Beach Boys). A love is a prayer upon sky, either heat or wet even both is confirmed. Forever ur love… forever ur friend!