L.I.F.E

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both…
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
(The Road Not Taken – Robert Frost)



Let's talk about life tonight,
I know it's already past midnite and there is no way anyone wanna hear such crap called L.I.F.E, but I just feel like it.. coz am feeling it having a grand meeting in my abdomen -- and am proud of that!

I just watched GA's 5th Season ed,
A woman died, which is quite natural that someone did. But it crushed her husband, it almost endangered her newly-born child, and it affected a doctor's reputation. The label just then be buried along with her. Whereas on the other case three siblings are fighting over not getting into the OR for the risk of hereditary cancer, because they think the odds for surviving after the surgery is more painful than dying with the disease. Then I came to realise, how ignorant we are sometimes to life, how we think it's a piece of an engagement ring.. when we broke then we toss it off..

Let's talk about life,
Who is familiar with love? the butterfly in our stomach that wont go away even until that amazing person who just smiled at you left.
Who knows how happiness feels like? the melting feeling that cools what's inside your chest and pumps you back alive.
Tell me.. who knows how pain feels? the sensation that crutches you down.
Who is accustomed to jealousy? lousy feeling that blackened even the smartest brain and tear you apart though you feel like wining the game - bummer!
Who has been the object of jealousy? poor creature who doesnt know what to do which to choose whilst the other person pointing finger doesnt give a damn breath to know what it's like to be in one's shoes.
Who doesnt know about anger? burning sensation all over your body -- doctors diagnose you with heart damage for you just nearly resign to breathe or cause someone else with that.

Let's talk about life shall we..
Do you remember to count your breathing? Have you smiled to anyone? Do you think they deserve it? Do you think you deserve all these? Do you think what people think? How many of you said 'grace' for today?

We never talk about life to God,
especially at the loneliest time.. when He meets us in our deepest sleep to share what we attain during the day. The worse case even, we never talk about life to ourselves.. we keep the topic well hidden under our comfortable sheet - pull them up as we jump in to rest our souls. As simple as it may seem, we never really realise what L.I.F.E is.

The four standing out letters are there.. called themselves LIFE,
but never nor any of us really reckon it.. how it grows, what it feeds and how it goes away leaving a body less human. Those letters calling themselves life are there, as we are here, unfortunately we barely know each other -- for it is too painful when it leaves thus we think better off not knowing to minimize risks...

Yes we hardly talk about life,
Thats why I wanna talk about life tonite.. but please dont stop as you stop goin thru this inane note.. talk to your mates, your enemies, your children, your parents, talk to yourself. There is a LIFE out there - d'u hear it callin?