LOVE IS NEVER WITHOUT JEALOUSY

A numero uno person in my heart consumes this blogpage just couple of days ago… I was pretty thrilled to know that he’s considering my write-ups ;)

I try to learn about luv and jealousy with him…

He said it’s tough to deal with such notion coz sometimes u just never know what the outcome will be… but I answered ‘whatever will be will be, coz we live for today!’ He mused me saying he’s a person of strategic planning, well… that makes both of us then but it wont kill if we loosen up once in a while, heart ;)

A hormonal movement in most part of human tissue makes you feel the unbelievable… you feel like exploding yet blooming out of the ground… you’re in love and you wanna have it ALL! But as life is a rollercoaster you can never have it ALL in one time… jealousy turns to correction, it becomes appropriate to assume and insist on what you have in mind despite what other people may wish…

A hormonal movement in most part of human tissue makes you feel vulnerable… you feel fragile but at the same time too strong to fight back! You’re in love and jealous of your heart on having the feeling that ought to be shared… LOVE complacent is then an answer of your path… the scent of his/her body… the touch of his/her skin… both of your passion…

Human beings are living to love and working along with jealousy coz love is indeed never without jealousy, dear luv of my heart (22/4)! Can you people plan that?

WHITE LIE

“Ini cuma bohong putih ko… gda masalah kan? Ini untuk menyelamatkan qt semua,”

Tak jarang dari kita yang menggunakan legitimasi bohong putih alias white lie menjadi suatu bentuk penyelamatan. Suatu pembenaran akan tindakan yang menyimpang. Lebih parah lagi meletakkan kebohongan yang satu itu di atas tipe-tipe kebohongan lainnya.

Manusia tidak lepas dari kebohongan, seperti makan keseharian dipenuhi oleh hasrat-hasrat yang tak jarang tidak terpenuhi – bahkan yg terpenuhi sekalipun membawa pada kebohongan! Memang bukan maksud hati, apalagi sekarang bulan Ramadhan…

Tapi banyak dari kita mencoba berbagai macam pembenaran, salah satunya adalah white lie… sekalipun ‘putih’ muatan ‘hitam’ dari kebohongan yang tercipta terbentuk dalam format kepuasaan ato complacent. Apapun itu bentuknya kebohongan akan melahirkan kebohongan lanjutan layaknya sinetron seri di televisi… semakin ketagihan saja penikmatnya!

White lie… memang putih memang bohong, tapi apakah juga bermuatan salah? Naahh… kalau hal itu hanya Dia-lah yg berhak memberikan skor, kita hanya bs berdo’a…

Posting kali ini bukannya menggurui, tp aku sendiri terinspirasi atas apa yg ‘menimpa’ku… white lie… bongkahan di hatiku yang membuncah… merekah lalu meledakkan langit-langit!

“ADUH… maaf. Ini namanya BOHONG PUTIH… demi sygku.”

IN AUGUST

Dalam bulan ni ku harapkan sgala berkah-Nya dapat terlimpah atas ku!

Program beasw yg sangat ku harapkan, hari istimewa tuk a special person di hati ku (10/8), dan hari terindah dalam hidup ku ketika kami (secara tidak lansung) memutuskan tuk menjalani kehidupan ni bersama – mang blom resmi seehh ;p

In August, when everything starts! From a 1st visit to 1st fight… love is indeed never without jealousy, my dear..

In August, I have to decide on focusing my study proposal to study in France, not that I forgot my offer in Westminster Univ but what’s ahead right now is not it anymore… first thing first I said to myself! I intend to study about journalism in France enlarging my capability in International capacities…

Lately I’ve been reading many materials about journalistic practices and Journalism. The proposal that I conduct based on Indonesia’s condition in a term of the freedom of press – I once made a mini proposal regarding that matter assigned by one of my lecturer when I was in college. Surely, progress and discussion upon journalistic and press have been consumptive yet also consuming as the form of news itself – brought by journalists!

We may live in some part of the world in peaceful sleep while another part of the world is having agony in a devastating war… tough luck that we wont end up the same!

In August that will end soon, I hope we still hold our dreams together and fight for the true fairness and objectivity as we’re the night watchers… to survive…

THE CALL TO (STOP) WAR

It’s been almost a month and still counting that Israel attacks Lebanon, if it’s not WAR then what’s that so called?? Civilians are continuously become victims, children, women and elders… The world kept silent! The United Nations cant do a DAMN thing about it…

It’s a call for WAR! It’s not about Moslem societies anymore… it’s about violating the international law – WHERE is that f**king ratification useful at this critical moment?? Are we again sent aback to the time of World War… Gulf War… Biochemical War… ethnic alienation war… Are we NEVER actually moving forward?? Then what’s the use of the United Nations? The International Law? The Law about war and Crime against Humanity and or Crime of War?? Where should we put our face to now…

I hardly cant blame anyone – but one thing for sure THERE IS one to be blame… our HUMANITY! Does goin to the battle field help? Does sending money help those people from fright, hunger, anger and being torn-apart? NO… NOT ALL… it may help a bit… but WE HAVE TO STOP the WAR… condemn it, not joining it… no matter what people say about JIHAD, I think it’s suicide  it will only worsen things to blare more fire…

Let’s STOP the call for WAR! It’s the 21st century for GOD sake… I know balance of power, I know JIHAD, I know history… I may know little that I cant ACCEPT this from happening… but aren’t we all know so little that we made mistake and make it up? Am not goin to teach you about international relations study nor journalistic ideas… am just trying to be HUMAN! In order to keep PEACE… WAR is created to balance the environment… but when things go out of control don’t you just stand there! Be SOME KINDA human and use your power… it’s the call to (stop) war for all human (ever) being!!

SEEING THE WORLD

This writing is made for us to realize how important to live a life as we should. Reaching for the 20th century, we have been startled by the rapid growth of science and technology – humanbeings are no longer suffering from the lack of power – while in the 21st century we have to face the reality bites that human is one hell of a weapon to others – being exploited for the advantages of others. It’s time for us to see the world from different sight, all these times we’ve been watching almost the same side of the world each and every day – a bit change won’t hurt us, right?
Humanbeing tend to grow consumptive, individualistic, and selfish in their live styles. There is no doubt that we can actually see two portraits of lives among us – one with a bright smile having loads of money to spend while in the other side we can see pale faces because of starvation and it seems to be helpless – do you see them? I bet you do! Then, the question is that what have you done to fix it?
It is no longer about politics, economy, or law… but, it’s about living life as we should. It’s been times that we didn’t realize the real meaning of life – do you actually know the meaning of “Human as individual and social creature” as said by Aristotle? Perhaps all of you would say that the sentence means nothing more than human can be both individual and social at the same time and there’s no clue for us to live the world alone – we need one another! Well, you guys are half-right…while leaving the true sense of the sentence behind. The sentence actually mean a lot more politics that you thought – but, that’s it – you forgot that we – humanbeing – actually live that way already…for years but we lost the real sense of the sentence.
Social inequality is one word to describe it. Are those people with watering money happy with their lives? Not at the bottom line! Humanbeing are basically can not be satisfied by food, money and power! Living a peaceful live is when you can picture peace surround you. It’s true that not all of us can enjoy the shinning world, it would all be given back to The Almighty – God.
What can we picture lately? Bombing, political war, and uncertainty of peace – where is humanity? I really need you guys to answer it. It is no longer about you or me but us! We need to work things out together to increase social welfare and put down poverty also social salvation.
We should think of a system to overcome social inequality, protect economical importance, handle a fair distribution of wealth, etc. That way we can have advantages of the development of science and technology within human civilization.
Do you see the world now? In different sight, the world is a fragile place to live in; the problem is that can we save it up so that it won’t tear us out to pieces? I leave that to you to answer it.
This writing is only one example of seeing the world at different sight, you can always have your own different sight to hold up but nevertheless see what you can see as long as you’re being given time to see and change what you don’t like – believe me, you could?!