I've been waiting for this day to come and yet still I couldnt manage the deal and I fall to disappointment, where I hate not being able to defend myself.
I did take a stand and defend myself for what it's worth... but I couldnt help myself feeling upset in being firm of what I believe. Would anyone feel disappointed when one misses his/her promise to you? Would anyone feel disappointed when what's expected is unfulfilled? Would anyone be disappointed when the course taken isnt earning as anticipated? Would anyone be - at least a little - disappointed as someone hits you in the face with his/her words? Would anyone feel disappointed if you were not given what you've been promised? Would you be darn-rich if able to collect all those disappointment...
I couldnt help myself thinking about what just happened and felt a little disappointed, let alone it should be considered a lesson... but even in a lesson, one can feel disappointed for having work hard yet not being able to earn straight A's
I'm a simple ex-journo who works her ass on building other people's hope and mine on a brand, I dont have that much money, I cant even guarantee a monthly salary... therefore I have business-plan to achieve. I'm not even trying to be a smart-ass... I'm just someone who believes in something and tries REALLY hard to make it reality. If then the solution is to cut off all these then I would...
I have my plans... I see people... this is not just business... and I'm DISAPPOINTED.
NB:
I was in the mood of coming back to the ol'time these days - not that i'm much of a whinner about how I am today... I cant be more grateful to God for what He has given me... But do I feel disappointed? yes, even almost as much as anger, sad and upset all-together. If only...
